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It was inevitable i would wander my way back here
i run away all the time because i know I'll end up right back where i started
and for some reason i just have to run anyways...
maybe it is a power struggle and i am not strong enough to admit my weaknes
where have i been?
battling! battling every type of evil that exists!
do you question that evil is real?
I do not. I have seen evil in so many forms -
what hides behind the mans eyes and in turn causes madness
why a child would kill
why a wife would slit her own throat
why murder exists in the lives of many
and in these times, the lives of many nations....
I return from battle not broken
but wiser
i am not as niave as i was before and i am not carelessly stumbling my words
i am not as fragile
i have blossomed into a warrior
yet my hearts blood is redder than ever
My only reason and justifications are these
that i love stronger than i will ever hate you
i need you more than i ever could want you
you cast me out?
you cannot stop me
you run the same as i
you know like i you can only deny
for long
even though i was gone
i have returned
to face my mistakes and take my turns
in all my battles won
i learnt
what i still want is you

Comments
On Fri, Sep 28, 2012 at 2:52 PM, annoynomous1 said:
Wow, a polite person! :) :)
Thank you very kindly my lady that was nice after all the bashing i have gotten since i started blogging.
Too bad it is so boring here, maybe it is people like the ones leaving nasty comments that are scaring everyone off. Doesn't make it very comfortable or friendly welcoming environment for other fans.
Too bad, anways, I'll stir the pot round here i am certain.
All the best beautiful
On Fri, Sep 28, 2012 at 1:46 PM, Ravenwolftaylor said:
Whoever you are...this blog "Still want" is hauntingly beautiful!!! I hope to see more of this...(its boring around here) p.s. this is my first time posting on the site...ever...i usually only read band news and such. : )