So I am officially single from a three year relationship and I really don't know how I am feeling right about now. I was completely pissed off and hurt, now I don't know feeling kind of empty, lost, confused...feeling bad for being such a bitch but that's how I was feeling at the same time so I'm not completely sorry. I feel like want to break something to I don't know what.

What really pisses me off is the fact that your shit is packed, you already announce to the world that you are single and then you want to know what I want? Then you want to talk and actually listen? Maybe if you would have done this I don't forever ago it wouldn't have ended up this way. I really don't fucking understand how I can still love you after all this, I just wish I could skip at the bullshit, all the agony. My heart didn't feel it last night but it sure does this morning :( I just don't know....look to tomorrow, its a new day I suppose.